Before you end up in a small cabin in Montana writing long manifesto's
on how the web and XML are ruining the human condition and preparing
special packages for people in the industry, how about you slow down
just a bit. I don't know of any spiritual believe system that gives out
bonus points for how much stuff they accomplished before they were 25.
Your void posts were just glimpses of someone trying to fit too much
stuff into their life, but now they are just getting scary. Slow down,
enjoy what you got, and if you can't figure out how to do that, get some
help. Life should not be lived like you were being chased by something
24 hours a day.