(44) Lewinsky 8/20/98 GJ at 59. See also id. at 52; Lewinsky 8/6/98 GJ at
168. After the President's August 1998 speech acknowledging improper
conduct with Ms. Lewinsky, she testified that she was no longer certain of
her feelings because, in her view, he had depicted their relationship as
"a service contract, that all I did was perform oral sex on him and that
that's all that this relationship was. And it was a lot more than that to
me . . . ." Lewinsky 8/20/98 GJ at 54. See also id. at 53-56, 102-104.